so my comp...

so my computer has decided to turn against me and fuck up. now i have to have a new harddrive installed. which i think means that i lose everything i didn't back up. my music, my pictures, my downloaded programs. woe is me!before that, i had an INCREDIBLE weekend! i went to athens and spent the evening with chad in his friends apartment. that night he said some things that made me for the first time positive that we were doing the right thing. i've always had this insecurity about our relationship. i always doubted that he really loved me. last weekend he proved me wrong, and i am so glad. sunday night i went to see dieselboy and dara at studio central. it was a good party but something was really wrong with my heart and i had to leave around 3. i think it had to do with the yellow jacket i took the night before. well, i miss chad more than ever but now i don't have to deal with any doubts, insecurities, or worries so that makes it a lot easier. i could spend the rest of my life with that man and, well, i hope i do.